I do have so many issues

Some may not know, but i think i have too many problems. So many that if people counted them all up, no one would come within talking distance to me. One big one right this second is that I've seen someone playing favorites a lot. They [i wont specify at all] have FANTASTIC lives. Well from the outside anyways. I know thats judging but for your info. I do speak to them and in face know they're home lives aren't messes. So they have so many blessings and they're favorited above everyone else. While the rest of us get put on hold. HOW NICE?!
I'm trying oh so hard to forget it and remember that if I was being favorited, I wouldn't notice this. But I am human and this is my flaw. One of them anyways.
The next is that I've just been a dumb one and think about how beautiful girls like Selena Gomez are and how much they have. I know, they're beauty is 'fake,' but it really isn't. These are standards for girls now. How could we ever meet them. Then to make it worse girls who I see all the time who aren't famous are just as beautiful! What in the world?!

The only thing that keeps me from crawling in a hole and hating myself is that I know God doesn't make mistakes. He thinks I'm beautiful [and for the record, so does Chris] and thats all that matters. My cares about me and in our special relationship, I like to believe that I'm His favorite. :]