Stand in the Rain

My friend, Amanda and I have recently choreographed a new song for our dance team. It is called Stand in the Rain. I am so excited. This song always bring tiny tears to my eyes. It just speaks to my heart so deeply. It talks about a girl who is always doing something, just being busy and trying to fight something by herself. I loved it back in the day because it made me feel like there was hope. Now I love it because it was so true! My savior is the ONE and only who keeps me going in even the darkest times and the most self hatred of thoughts.
Lately, I have had some doubting thoughts about something that God led me into. I had little random thoughts that maybe He wanted me somewhere else. My best friend told me that its good to question that because it makes you remember that God is always first. It was so true! It's only made me closer. It keeps me on track. As much as I love this I know that He knows what I want and need even better then I do. So, I trust Him. If this is where He wants me, then I'm so extatic. If it isn't then my God is still the same!