The Process

If any of you who are out of high school can think back on those days, do you remember what it was like to find a boy who is everything you want in a guy and then you realize, he doesn't like you?
There is this girl, she thought this guy was so funny. He always made her laugh and she could never stay angry at him. He was a christian and shared so many of her own views. This girl dreamed of what it would be like if maybe one day, he asked her out.
Maybe somehow, he thought of her just as much as she thought of him. Maybe, he thought she was beautiful. Then one day, while the two were talking, he mentioned another girl. She was pretty and he liked her. Her heart sank when the words twirled around her head. Suddenly, there was a very clear truth right in front of her face. He didn't think about her all the time. He didn't think she was beautiful. Now, she was just left to began a process which seems horridly impossible. A process she didn't really want to go through. The process of getting over him. How is that even possible?
Who could replace him?

This girl,
her name is Ava.